BRING THE IDIOTS JOY.

2010-03-30T13:36:00.001-07:00

I think I'll return. I'll return to this blog for a while, even though i still love my tumblr. This should be my writing blog.

2009-12-31T06:29:00.000-08:00

i'm still testing out my new camera, i'm loving it to death, it's great

...my body aches

2009-12-30T11:27:00.000-08:00

I just spent all day watching The Office, season 5 because I'm not feeling well at all. My sickness comes just in time for New years, how great. I have my windows open today, the fresh air is great, considering i haven't been outside in about a week, just that simple walk to the car is all. I need to take a walk, try out my camera outside but I'm not up for it, my body is telling me no.. Thanks body.

anyway here is a picture i took this morning when i woke up...
i washed my face
brushed my teeth
and then walked back to my bed to die.

2009-12-26T15:45:00.001-08:00

I GOT MY CAMERA! That's all i have to say.

2009-12-26T05:25:00.000-08:00

Guess what! I'm getting camera today, it's not going to be a Polaroid camera, i just really like the Polaroid camera picture look, oh and Flight of the Conchords! I'm so excited, I'm leaving at 12 to go get it, the thing is i won't just cherish it as a camera it'll be my new best friend as well! I'm thinking of naming it Liv, is that too much? I'm actually shaking with excitement, it's either excitement or the fact that I've eaten so much sugar over the holidays that I'm sure to have diabetes when it's all over. That would not be good. On another note i finished The Lovely Bones last night, I've been holding off the last three chapter because i love the book too much and didn't want to finish it because it would then just be over, i did the same thing with The Catcher in the Rye, except i cried because there was no more and my affectation with Holden could not be fulfilled anymore. But i did it! I finished the last three chapters, got really sad and then went and started The Road which is a book written by Cormac McCarthy, it's about a father and a son who have survived a cataclysm that destroyed civilization and it's their tale of survivor, they face many obstacles such as cannibals, men who haven't seen women in a very long time therefor they attempt to go after the boy to fulfill their pleasures. It's a crazy book, i was told to read it in the summer but i just got around to reading it now, so far it's excellent and I'm very pleased with it! There are movies coming out for both books, The Lovely Bones and The Road, both, from the previews, look like they're actually going to be great movies! Although I'm a little sceptic because Mark Wahlberg is in The Lovely Bones and I'm not too fond of him as an actor, so I'll have to see if he pulls it off or not, i sure hope he does for the sake of the great book! I suggest reading the books before the movie, because there is always a chance the movie will ruin the book.

So I'm about to go get changed and ready and then I'm heading out to go buy Liv, my lovely Canon Rebel, and I'll be back, hopefully with a load of pictures to post and a big smile on my face, hopefully everyone has had a great holiday so far, although New years is still to come, I'm going to finish now,

Have fun! Eat Lots!

2009-12-24T13:23:00.000-08:00

Today happened to be the day where i wasn't completely freezing, yes i know it's winter and snow is cold, and well that's Canada for you, but all I'm saying is that it was nice. At one moment it felt like spring was around the corner, but that could have been effected by my weird fascination with the water and wanting of diving in to travel around old wood like i was an aquatic explorer, who knows. Anyway so today is Christmas Eve and many children at the moment are very, very excited for Santa tonight. Me, well I'm after the stage where my parents still keep Christmas presents a secret and like to hide them away but i am still excited, kind of. I am buying a new camera, I'm still debating whether i should go for a Nikon DSL or a Canon, but which ever i chose i am guaranteed a great camera so be prepared for a whole lot of blogging and pictures to be attached, i know I'm excited! On another note, i got to open a present i received from my sister early, i got a Marc Jacobs wallet and cried. I swear my weird obsession with Marc's clothing has grown, I'm still waiting to that day where I'll be sitting hopefully in a front row seat or wearing his clothes to promote. I would love,love,love,love to be wrapped in Marc's fine clothes. So amazing!

I'm going to leave this on my obsession of Marc Jacobs, and tell you I'm out to make a pie for Christmas. Merry Christmas everyone, have a GREAT holiday!

...possibly one of my new favourite songs

2009-12-23T18:52:00.001-08:00

Take it back
Oh, take it back
I don't want your lovin', anymore
Let me live
Oh, let me live
It's not you who I sank for
So, don't sit next to me
Sit by yourself

I don't wanna' wonder whether you love me
I don't wanna' wonder whether you care
So, don't try to woo me
Don't try to fool me
Oh, I know all of your tricks
It's a possibility, you'll stand in my corner

I don't wanna' wonder whether you love me
I don't wanna' wonder whether you care
So, don't try to woo me
Don't try to fool me
Oh, I know all of your tricks
It's a possibility, you'll stand in my corner

2009-12-04T08:07:00.000-08:00

... Grammy Picks

2009-12-04T08:03:00.000-08:00

Category 22, Grammy's... possibly one of the hardest decisions. Death Cab, Phoenix, Depeche Mode, and the Yeah Yeah Yeahs all in the same category, holly jesus.

On another note, MGMT better take home everything they're nominated for!

...18 / 365 ; <3

2009-08-03T07:56:00.001-07:00

18 / 365 ;
Originally uploaded by L i v i a .

I just think this is too cute!

...Daytripper

2009-08-03T07:50:00.001-07:00

Daytripper
Originally uploaded by Bakonawa

... it's been a while

2009-07-30T13:59:00.000-07:00

So i know i've been distant, but i've been pretty busy lately. I attended The Actors Party on the 25, where a bunch of actors from Toronto come down and put on a series of Shakespeare plays through out the summer. Each summer there are two shows, and each summer they are wonderful! Now the party was a blast, and i met really cool new people, i got to get all dolled up, well not really aha, and walk around striking conversations with anyone, i love that. And a couple days ago i wanted to see what the heat was about with Tumblr so i signed up for that and i'm hooked now!
So i have a new tumblr account/page/blog.
allthatishere.tumblr.com
But i will still continue to blog on blogspot, here. Even though it may be a bit because i'll most likely switch back and fourth between the two, but anyways tell me what you think of the starting of my tumblr, and follow both blogs please that would be amazing of you! So leave a comment or whatever, i love hearing from you!

...recap on cntm

2009-07-16T17:01:00.000-07:00

meahgan one canada's next top model, i've been ruiting for her from day one, like i said in my previous blog. congrats meahgan wall..

...you can find him sitting on your door step

2009-07-12T16:45:00.000-07:00

day dreamer, with eyes that would make you melt..
So i'm sitting and watching the episodes of Canada's next top model that i've missed, and i really don't like heather, as both of the blonde's continue to bring up "there can only be one blond with blue eyes" and well Meghan is the one, she is so beautiful and has amazing style.

...without work

2009-07-12T13:28:00.000-07:00

i have a phone bill due next week, with no money! moving is never the best thing, i had to quit my job and have been searching but it' summer and haven't been able to find anything! so i'm pretty much screwed, it seems these days i'm always broke! i blame society and technology, & maybe my clothing fetish,

...i'm on a boat

2009-07-11T13:18:00.000-07:00

Thursday to Friday i spent my time in a camp trailer and on a boat, even through Friday was on the boat for most of the anchored in a sandy outlook accompanied by many other boaters. It was beautiful, the boaters where friendly and we had some conversation, i love boating, and sand.

sorry for the bad photo quality..camera phone

...well captain, where shall our ship dock?

2009-07-08T09:20:00.000-07:00

Today i'm thinking of going on an adventure, and travel among the town, yes towns are small and there really is nothing to do, but it's better than sitting inside. i may have pictures to show, i'm not sure yet.
today all over the world micheal jackson's tributes will be flying, rip mj

...painfull

2009-07-07T15:16:00.001-07:00

So i found out today, afters weeks of a sore wrist, that i have a ganglion cyst in my wrist, which is litterly a cyst on the bone itself, and it takes up to 6 months to heal and sometimes is needed to get surgically removed, so im pretty much in pain for 6 months and will be applying voltaren to my wrist every hour for the next 184 days. Volteran with happy..

...stupid apple

2009-07-07T11:13:00.000-07:00

So i've forgotten the password to the computer that has my itunes and all my music for my ipod, so i went to put more on it on another computer and well look at that, ipod's are only compatible with one computer, so i have to re-download all my music..which when i typed up took 11 pages, and then re-sync them to my ipod, well isn't that just fun, so that's what i've been doing for the past 4 hours. In the meantime, i've been facebooking, twittering, myspaceing and on polyvore, so enjoy

..can you say Kings Of Leon

2009-07-06T13:05:00.000-07:00

So i'm soon to purchased King Of Leon tickets, floor seat and glasvegas will be opening so i'm stoked! Who wouldn't be, but the only thing i'm always concerned about is 14-15 year old girls screaming and yelling because they are in love with caleb, the lead singer. Yes i am a girl, but i appreciate the music so much more! even though caleb is attractive.

...kamis pre-view

2009-07-06T09:30:00.000-07:00

So i have yet to see this movie, but as i am a fan of John Krasinski and fell in love with him as he portrayed the character Jim Halpert in my favourite show, the office. This movie is about an over excited father to be, it should be cute and adorable, anyone going to see it? Maybe i'll see you there!

..whos on top

2009-07-06T08:59:00.001-07:00

Jessica Stam looks beautiful in her dress by rodart, the neutral peaches and gold just look amazing, the textures and colours are to die for! Then there is Dakota fanning, she went missing for about a year, and after that year of hibernation she pops out looking stunning, when did she grow up!? I'm very jealous, how come i couldn't hide for a year? Jourdan Dunn is currently one of my favourite models, she is tall and beautiful, she has been seen on the runways in Paris to NYC, she is really hitting it big!

..i'm so broke

2009-07-06T08:43:00.000-07:00

so Sumner is here, and i'm still running around in shorts and pulling up dresses with belts for tops. I haven't been able to go anywhere is so long that my closet seems to be getting bare! I have an actors party to go to in a couple weeks and have nothing to wear! The theme is Christmas in July and well i've got nothing, so i think i'm going to make a run to a vintage/thrift store soon and throw something together! Hopefully everything goes well, oh and also from a request i didn't realize how distant i am from my blog, it's sad really.. but i'm getting back on my feet and going to be updating hourly/daily if i can! so i'm very sorry.. I recently visited the online store for modcloth.. modcloth.com and i love the store! It's not tacky with the urban American apparel type leggings and the fish net tops, though i love American apparel because of the traditional black leggings, sometimes they can get out of hand. Mod cloth supports and sells beautiful clothing, their dresses are to die for, so i might check them out for something for the actors party, i guess it all depends on time and money, what a surprise there. I'n the meantime, i've recently connected back tp polyvore and have new posts, so check them out..

Find me on Polyvore

2009-03-19T14:39:00.000-07:00

Duncan Davies soon to be roaming the streets of Ottawa. Letting us exsperience his sound and lyrics. Refreshing our brains of the sweaty concerts we love. Now don't tell me you don't love this becuase i know you do.

http://www.myspace.com/duncandavies

http://www.duncandavies.com/

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Duncan-Davies/7977864815

2009-03-19T09:56:00.000-07:00

One of the best books I've read; witty, funny,allow you to travel along through the series of life events. I highly recommend this book to anyone. It is beautiful.It is The Catcher In The Rye

2009-03-19T06:59:00.000-07:00

Chipped and torn we are left nowhere, but deserted by the locks:

tie us to a pole we wouldn't care

tie us to a dock we would float

tie us to each love, and he would last forever

2009-03-16T04:52:00.000-07:00

Do you want to go to the seaside, i'm not trying to say everybody wants to go, but i fell in love on the sea side

2009-02-28T08:56:00.000-08:00

goodnight - by because your not dull on Polyvore.com

this is what happens when you leave me.. - by because your not dull on Polyvore.com

you chose - by because your not dull on Polyvore.com

Untitled - by because your not dull on Polyvore.com

2009-01-31T08:57:00.000-08:00

Where it began, I can't begin to know when

But then I know it's growing strong

Oh, wasn't the spring, whooo

And spring became the summer

Who'd believe you'd come along

Hands, touching hands, reaching out

Touching me, touching you

Oh, sweet Caroline

Good times never seem so good

I've been inclined to believe it never would

And now I, I look at the night, whooo

And it don't seem so lonely

We fill it up with only two, oh

And when I hurt

Hurting runs off my shoulder

How can I hurt when holding you

Oh, one, touching one, reaching out

Touching me, touching you

Oh, sweet Caroline

Good times never seem so good

Oh I've been inclined to believe it never would

Ohhh, sweet Caroline, good times never seem so good
Sweet Caroline- Neil diamond

2009-01-31T08:51:00.000-08:00

first date... - by because your not dull on Polyvore.com

to know your limits is not a surprise

but to go past your limits is nature,

first date

do i have any first date stories,

sadley nothing out of the ordinary that are any good.

Why couldn't you

2008-12-18T12:54:00.000-08:00

Why the hell, is it so hard?

One day of the year you can't see to remember,

while we made yours such a big deal.

So it is coming again,

and the other has to throw out clues,

fuck it. Now that we've told you,

you remember.

I am not taking part in it at all.

No matter what, i will stand by, and say

no.

make it

2008-12-06T10:12:00.001-08:00

So i've decided to make a list of shit i love;

xx;

the office,

death cab for cutie,

hot chip,

kings of leon,

hello operator,

bob dylan,

montley crue,

i ... love me some rolling stones,

tyson ritter,

matthew gubler,

elvis costello,

marc jacobs,

the kooks,

the stills,

sam roberts,

the kills,

the ravonettes,

crush luther,

vampire weekend,

Kenny Hotz,

william shakespeare,

nyc,

toronto,

british people,

russel brand,

volleyball,

snow,

the fratellis,

mtv,

dexter,

Justice,

criminal minds,

chromeo,

two hours traffic,

my crack-berry,

marvel comics,

the rocker,

the dark knight,

collin hanks,

johnny depp,

adam scott,

matt costa,

keith richards,

steve tyler,

MGMT,

relient k,

she&him,

crystal castles,

weezer,

the black kids,

junkie xl,

woodhands,

james blunt,

coldplay,

city and colour,

radiohead,

hot hot heat,

brian melo,

bloc party,

the killers,

the perks of being a wallflower,

the beatles,

grand:pm,

jason collet,

rock my world,

lights,

to kill a mocking bird
my canon camera

shit i know i'm missing lost but i'll fix it later..

1998

2008-12-06T09:17:00.000-08:00

we all have our times.

clearly

it doesn't mean we think less

it just a symbol of living life

with danger

fuck all you who don't

who obay the rules

they are only guid lines

learn it.

24

2008-12-02T17:19:00.000-08:00

Ah, the second day of december. Oh how excited i am. 24 days till christmas..yay. What do you wish for? Well, in wish for poverty to be no more, wars to end, and Stephen harper to find something other to do than kill Canada. Thanks Santa..
So i though considering it is a new month i night like to write a new blog, and well here it is. I am stuck at home for two days, so be prepared for a series of consecitive blogs.. oh no poblem, really.
I couldn't declare when i sha'll say it is christmas time, considering christmas decoration where in stores, the day after halloween, or maybe the start of december.. but maybe it is outlined by school breaks. I guess the christmas breaks starts the 18-19th? and ends january sometime, so that is definatly the range of christmas, and when it starts and ends.
Snow.. ahh the lovely cold white fluff. Oh how delicate you are, considering you sit outside my window, and mock everyday i can't get out of my driveway. To tell you what i'm doing right now.. well i'm watching " How it's made"- how steel wool is made. Do you know that when the steel is shaved. The shaving are smaller than a piece of human hair? Now who ever said that they don't learn something new everyday. SO! Maybe i should be get going from this blog, i feel like polyvoreing.. here is my latest set..
ya it is a little madonna, but why not throw in some colour really.

m.g.g

2008-11-29T18:49:00.000-08:00

So right now, i am sitting on the floor. Don't ask why.. because really there is no explination.. all i know is that i am could be sitting on the couch, or chair; depends on what kind of furnichure lover you are, or well.. the computer desk. But the floor.. so hopefully you get that. I havn't been able to write lately.. and i know there are really no one reading this so.. it is like my own thoughts talking to myself. Go figure.
Hmm, what is new with me.. well learning as i go really. I make a mistake, well i obviously sulk about it, but then learn from it. So congrats.
But i was just on M.G.G site, and i think i laughed he whole way reading it. Oh that is Matthew Gray Gubler is you're wondering. He is just so good, i love it, and the pictures are marvellously intruging. Fine fine art. you ahve to check it out; http://www.matthewgraygubler.com/ hope you like it. Because i sure did. but here comes the cat, and well it doesn't liek it when i don't feed her. So off i go, have fun... remember never run in circles in the dark.. leads to head injuries.

;bynd

fuck is my opinoin

2008-11-23T15:17:00.000-08:00

Fuck.. yes i know i swore.. but it is the best way to describ this... i feel naseaus, and i don't know what is going on. I though oh maybe i am nervous because i have two tests next week.. but thats not it. I've only told one person, and then you..i'm scared because alot of people say when naseaus ina good way.. it is a case of love.. and my naseaus is like a nervous type. But in teh case of love .. i've avoided relastionships and that type of things because.. well i don't know why.. but it is just that i don't know what I might think of it.
It is probably confusing right now but the best thing for me is to write it out to you.. I don't know what else to do..

Oh, yes, you are probably wondering who i am, why you are reading this.. well i'm not going to tell you..I'm not going to tell you what the real names are because i don't know if you can handle it.. i don't know if you'll take this the wrong way.. so it is secret... but just keep reading, and helping me out.. please.

are you?

2008-11-23T06:17:00.001-08:00

I was searching the web, and came across this picture, and i think this is one of the best pictures i've ever seen. Here it is i'll let you judge for your self..

Is it not good. I like the fact that it is just odd, and the fact that it is normally not hwat you would see but i am really amazed.. i've seen lots of photography, and yah there are cute ones, you know that have little kids holding hands, but the ultimate phrase that everyone thinks of.. so you might not think that is a neat as i do, but i really liked it..

ONE

2008-11-23T05:25:00.000-08:00

Lately i've had a big urge to just get out there, so instead of getting out partying, i've been exspressing it through clotheing.. go figure. But it seems to be the inspiration to most of my sets is Kate Moss.. After looking at all my sets then at her i reliezed of what they were based on.. but though i didn't relieze till after, i am actually quite proud because she is a fashion icon. Who else wouldn't love a british girl who puts together the the most beautiful pieces..
And on the other up side, the new blogging has calmed my facebook addiction which is great, you should be proud..
I am writing to you because i know you would understand, not as if i can go tell my friends these things, and though i just don't know they would appreciate it as much as you do, considering they know everything about me, and you don't. " It is the secretcey that makes you wonder, but the knowlage that brings thaught"

Once apon a time

2008-11-22T14:25:00.000-08:00

This is the start. The start of a series of blogs conatining, who knows what. Everything. So maybe it is a little late to blog about it now, but i have to tell you about it! This past summer has been more than an adventure. It was a delicate mixture of fantasy and realality.
To explain is what you would not understand.. it was a blast. The love of shakespear brough the fun to it all.. brough it all together, and i guess maybe the fact that my friends mom was the reason that shakespear brought it together.
You meet him.. the one that you know you can never have or love.. but it is the rebelion of it all that draws him to you. It resulted in the end after all of the good shows, times. But i guess everything does have to end. It did, but with the end came a letter. A letter from the reason of the rebelion.. it brough tears, and emotion to me for days,weeks,months. The goodbye was final, and the hope for a return next year is strong. I know that i litterly just exsplained the most confusing/loveing summer of my life in that matter of paragraphs, and it may not nessesarily be understood by you, but i don't know how else to say so.. it don't know what that emotion was, and is.. but i truely wanted to let you know.