m.g.g

So right now, i am sitting on the floor. Don't ask why.. because really there is no explination.. all i know is that i am could be sitting on the couch, or chair; depends on what kind of furnichure lover you are, or well.. the computer desk. But the floor.. so hopefully you get that. I havn't been able to write lately.. and i know there are really no one reading this so.. it is like my own thoughts talking to myself. Go figure.
Hmm, what is new with me.. well learning as i go really. I make a mistake, well i obviously sulk about it, but then learn from it. So congrats.
But i was just on M.G.G site, and i think i laughed he whole way reading it. Oh that is Matthew Gray Gubler is you're wondering. He is just so good, i love it, and the pictures are marvellously intruging. Fine fine art. you ahve to check it out; http://www.matthewgraygubler.com/ hope you like it. Because i sure did. but here comes the cat, and well it doesn't liek it when i don't feed her. So off i go, have fun... remember never run in circles in the dark.. leads to head injuries.

;bynd

fuck is my opinoin

Fuck.. yes i know i swore.. but it is the best way to describ this... i feel naseaus, and i don't know what is going on. I though oh maybe i am nervous because i have two tests next week.. but thats not it. I've only told one person, and then you..i'm scared because alot of people say when naseaus ina good way.. it is a case of love.. and my naseaus is like a nervous type. But in teh case of love .. i've avoided relastionships and that type of things because.. well i don't know why.. but it is just that i don't know what I might think of it.
It is probably confusing right now but the best thing for me is to write it out to you.. I don't know what else to do..


Oh, yes, you are probably wondering who i am, why you are reading this.. well i'm not going to tell you..I'm not going to tell you what the real names are because i don't know if you can handle it.. i don't know if you'll take this the wrong way.. so it is secret... but just keep reading, and helping me out.. please.

are you?

I was searching the web, and came across this picture, and i think this is one of the best pictures i've ever seen. Here it is i'll let you judge for your self..

Is it not good. I like the fact that it is just odd, and the fact that it is normally not hwat you would see but i am really amazed.. i've seen lots of photography, and yah there are cute ones, you know that have little kids holding hands, but the ultimate phrase that everyone thinks of.. so you might not think that is a neat as i do, but i really liked it..

ONE

Lately i've had a big urge to just get out there, so instead of getting out partying, i've been exspressing it through clotheing.. go figure. But it seems to be the inspiration to most of my sets is Kate Moss.. After looking at all my sets then at her i reliezed of what they were based on.. but though i didn't relieze till after, i am actually quite proud because she is a fashion icon. Who else wouldn't love a british girl who puts together the the most beautiful pieces..
And on the other up side, the new blogging has calmed my facebook addiction which is great, you should be proud..
I am writing to you because i know you would understand, not as if i can go tell my friends these things, and though i just don't know they would appreciate it as much as you do, considering they know everything about me, and you don't. " It is the secretcey that makes you wonder, but the knowlage that brings thaught"

Once apon a time

This is the start. The start of a series of blogs conatining, who knows what. Everything. So maybe it is a little late to blog about it now, but i have to tell you about it! This past summer has been more than an adventure. It was a delicate mixture of fantasy and realality.
To explain is what you would not understand.. it was a blast. The love of shakespear brough the fun to it all.. brough it all together, and i guess maybe the fact that my friends mom was the reason that shakespear brought it together.
You meet him.. the one that you know you can never have or love.. but it is the rebelion of it all that draws him to you. It resulted in the end after all of the good shows, times. But i guess everything does have to end. It did, but with the end came a letter. A letter from the reason of the rebelion.. it brough tears, and emotion to me for days,weeks,months. The goodbye was final, and the hope for a return next year is strong. I know that i litterly just exsplained the most confusing/loveing summer of my life in that matter of paragraphs, and it may not nessesarily be understood by you, but i don't know how else to say so.. it don't know what that emotion was, and is.. but i truely wanted to let you know.